Well, not really minding my own business, but it was all so random. I randomly decided to google someone I used to know. I used the image search in Google. I came across his photograph. Of course, I’m going to go to the original site of the picture. And there I find way more than I bargained for….
The pictures I saw took me back almost 13 years back. I was a different person and so was he. We were shiny and new. And the baby we created was the most beautiful person I had ever met in my life. And now we fast forward to the present and along the way I experience heartbreak, anger, frustration, hurt unimaginable and loss. ’sigh.’
My hairdresser yesterday described her home as “The happy place.” And that is the perfect name for where I am today. But jeez those flashbacks hurt like jabbed pinkie toe. I remember good times, but those bad times are really hard to forget.
So after a few actual tears, my knight in shining armour said it would be OK. Those days are over now.
